i have this sudden longing to feel life again

it seems as though the past few years it's dissapeared from me

and i just need to feel it

i need to go to an ocean and feel the water move beneath my feet

to see the fishes swimming and thriving

i need to sit in the front of a car with music playing

to be with my favorite people and feel the wind against my fingers

i need to be in the woods on a rainy day

to hear the water hit the trees and feel the droplets fall to my cheek

i need to feel something and life seems to be the best fitting right now

i need to be somewhere i can breathe

where i can existand not be forced to be anything

where i can feel mother nature pumping through me

life just seems to pulse through her and i need some of it to transfer to me