A girl, someone I had grown fond of, not romanticly, but trustingly. She had been my best friend forever, that is until I lost her. It started off slow, but progressed quite fast. She had become distant and attactched to someone else. I sat with her at lunch, only to be ignored. Did she forget all the memories, roadtrips, force feeding eachother? Climbing the walls, jumping off cliffs. Breaking bottles? Was she bored of me? Was I never enough? She left and I might never know why, but losing someone so close to me, is like losing myself. I don't know what to live for anymore.
April 5, 2018