Fearful Wishes

January 16, 2018
By summercole2000 BRONZE, Cotati, California
summercole2000 BRONZE, Cotati, California
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Wish i could do more
Wish i could care more
Wish i could be there more
Instead
I have to deal with my fear of never seeing you again
Fear of pushing you away
And having you joyfully run away
Fear of hurting you once more
I truly fear everything
I fear you never loving me the same as i love you
I fear you finding a better person for your life
I fear me never being myself around you
I fear me being myself around you but it terrifying you
I fear never being enough for you
or anyone really


The author's comments:

I wrote this piece to be complete;y honest with myself and readers about the anxiety i feel about having relationships of any sort.


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