I feel as if I've come down with a horrid illness,
Something worse than the stomach flu, or the common cold
More like a type of cancer;
Slow like a snail, but deadly like a snakes bite
Sometimes, I feel fine, normal
Like a horse laying down on a stretch of grass or a dog enjoying the summer breeze
People tell me,
"It's just part of being a teenager"
But my feelings are deeper than any ocean and stronger than any force
I can control it, but sometimes it comes crashing down, like Jenga blocks
Understanding me is like forcing pigs to fly; simply impossible
The sickness got worse the day my best friend left without even saying goodbye
I felt broken, like a toothpick being snapped in half
Helpless, like watching someone being hurt
Deep down, in my darkest ocean, I know it's for the best
We've grown, and set each other free
I've come to terms with the fact that I'm just happy I got to be a part of his life
For now, I'll just be broken
Like a mirror that's been dropped too many times
When I'm ready, I'll get the super glue
But for now, I'll just be Tragically Beautiful