Sleepless nights
Anxious days
Unable to understand
What to and what not to say.

Relating each and every sight
With something in my life
Beginning to think
It will never be alright.

Fearing failure
Fearing loss
Not getting success
Seeing Jesus on The Cross.

Sinking and drowning
Doubting my thoughts
Checking if the main gate is closed
Or the gas stove is off.

Washing the hands
Till they are hard as rock
Touching the table
Escaping murder, misery ,everything of the same sought.


Thy kingdom never come
Thy will was always done
Now do you see what I've become.