Dear ‘Dad’ I hate you.
How could you?
How could you leave me this way?
This red-hot angry inside me is controlling.
I hate you because I can’t remember you.
I hate you because you helped bring me into this world then left.
I don’t wanna live ‘Dad’ but I inhale each breath for mom.
I pretend to be okay for mom.
I love her.
I try to not act like the girl with ‘daddy issues’.
Don’t want the world to judge me because of my past.
don’t want everyone to know I was never enough.
I hate you because you weren’t there to hold me when I cried.
You broke me ‘Dad’.
I hate you because I can’t blame you.
I hate you because I still love you.