Even when things didn't turn out, I gave it every ounce. Did it because I knew what was right, but I'm still human so I got to keep these feelings inside, wanting to die. But even if life turns out fine, I promised myself that I would want this life alone. Rather see you happy with a guy deeper with pockets that love I could be bought. Angry, having a second ship even if the first ship started sinking. I would of been a captain and die with it. That was once said, the key word was, "once," now I'm back to square one feeling no emotions to none.