"You'll never be good enough,"

He said to me.

Those 5 words still run

Through my mind every single night.

Tears, tears and even more tears

And slit wrists.

I am completely broken

Yet it's like I don't even exist.

You promised you'd never leave me

That was a lie.

I should be over you by now

But the pain and love is still alive.

I feel like I can't breath

And my heart is being stabbed repeatedly.

I wish the pain and thoughts

Would go away forever

But they always show up

At the same time every single night.

I am completely broken

And no one will ever know

Until the day I break completely

And will never return home.