Doctor said i had to have a surgery

Nothing more ever killed me
Mom left when I was small
That was the worst hurt of all
For me feeling all of this hurt was like being thrown into the dirt
If anyone else can feel, hurt like me, then they can see more than i see.
Hurt is everything to people, especially the evil types of people.
There is nothing more worse than hurt.
My stepmother has been through hurt with me
And that makes me very happy.
When I notice I am not alone
I feel very much at home.
I know  now that I will never be the same
Because life is not a game