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To the girl I thought I wanted to be
To the girl I thought I wanted to be,
I can't count how many times I've drawn you in my sketchbook
How many times I've imagined waking up with your face
How many times I thought that if I looked more like you,
I could get a boy to look at me the way my father looks at my mother with a sparkle in his eye
To the girl I thought I wanted to be
I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I made you think that you were going to become real.
I used to think you were perfect
But your glamour has faded,
I am no longer looking at you with a veil
To the girl I thought I wanted to be
I can count your ribs through your skin,
Bones protruding out of your body like jagged knives
I am afraid I might cut myself on them.
There are bags under your eyes and it looks like you haven't slept in days
To the girl I thought I wanted to be,
that I was told I had to be,
It's been awhile since we last spoke
It's still hard for me to get out of bed in the morning,
My hands still shake from anxiety,
I still feel like throwing up every time I eat,
But now I still want to be me.
I'm sorry, but that's who I want to be.
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