One hit, two hit
Tears on the floor
How long could I wait
Before I slammed the door?
One hit, two hit
Knees on the floor
I wonder what goes
through his head.
One hit, two hit
Hands on the floor
Why even try when
I hate myself more.
One hit, two hit
The sobs grow louder
As I fall alone
Into deep water
One hit, two hit
Oh please,
Not on me,
I’m breaking inside already.
One hit, two hit
His bodies on mine,
So strong and mighty,
His muscles shine.
One hit, two hit
He’s choking me now,
My body is numb
As I lie on the ground.
One second, two second
They seem like hours
Why am I not fighting
A war when I have power?
One second, two second
My life is a flash
Memories in mind
No happy ones alas.
One second, two second
Just kill me already,
My eyes start to flutter,
My cheeks are blotchy.
One second, two second
He’s gone in a flash
I lie by myself
Thinking of my past
One year, two year
How did this happen?
Why is life no longer
An option?
g.c.