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Long Summer

July 13, 2015
By NuitNoire SILVER, La Canada, California
NuitNoire SILVER, La Canada, California
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Favorite Quote:
"I am tomorrow, or some future day, what I establish today. I am today what I established yesterday or some previous day."
-James Joyce


Summer begins,

School ends,
But I’m back,
I’m back in this dark room.
I feel it closing,
Constricting my vitality,
And slowly replacing it with lethargy.
I’m back in this room,
Every time I make plans,
My gravity becomes my bed.
I’m back in this room,
And the shades are never open.
My sun becomes my computer screen.
I’m back in this room,
And I want to leave,
But I can’t move.
I don’t want to be in this room.
My desk becomes my dinner table,
And I want to leave,
But I feel the chair’s arm pulling me,
Arms of wood that are stronger than mine.
I’m back in this room.
I stand up,
But my legs are weak from being on standby,
Just like my phone I haven’t checked for a week.
I want to be with my friends,
But my smile is so upside down,
Just like my room.
I’m back in this room,
Where my happiness turns into depression.


The author's comments:

I was inspired by "Explaining My Depression to My Mother" by Sabrina Benaim, so I wanted to write something about summer and how these long days could relate to depression. It occured to me that I often do feel extremely lethargic and sad sometimes that I don't want to come out of my room, so I tried putting these emotions into a poem. 


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