I feel my heart start racing and the butterflies go crazy just by the sound of your voice. When its's just you and me, I see the look of want in your eyes. I know that look because I have the same look for you. Together , alone, you are a different guy. But when your friends come into the picture, I no longer exist. Your eyes go to her. How could you still love her, after everything she ahs done to you, all the hurt  she has caused, all the betrayal. I try to hide the hurt in my eyes, but i know when you glance over to me, it shines like a light reaching into the darkness of night. I know that it is all you can read on my face, because soon you realize what you mean to me, but by that time it will be too late. I will have found my blade, gun, rope, cliff, or high ledge. I wont have a singer there by my side trying to get me to come back. Instead ill have a hand on my back, or on the trigger, or on the chair. I will be gone. and you will finally realize how much I loved you, and how blind you were of me.