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December 17, 2008
By AmbRawr BRONZE, Allentown, Pennsylvania
AmbRawr BRONZE, Allentown, Pennsylvania
3 articles 0 photos 19 comments

Favorite Quote:
We choose the love we think we deserve ~The Perks


And I remember she wouldn’t wake up.
Her lips were mushed together in a
Horrible shade of red
They buried my mother in a white dress
And red lips.
And she couldn’t see.
Where are your glasses, Mommy?
And still at sixteen I bring them to my face
And peer through the distorted murky lenses
To see what she saw
Maybe one day …
And I remember it hitting me
Like it does every day
When I hear them all talk and complain about their
“Horrible” mothers
What’s it like to have a mother
I’d give anything to know,
Or at least for them to know how lucky they are.
They know.
And I remember she wouldn’t sit up
And I dreamed of a stuffing machine because
Someone whispered by my ear she was
Cut in half and stuffed
And it made no sense
And still at sixteen I wonder
What happened to my mother?
And I remember her faintly
She doesn’t even smile in my dreams anymore
And I wonder if she’ll ever be proud of me
If she’d ever approve of me
And who I’ve become
The things I’ve seen
The things I’ve done
And I remember her singing
Though I can’t hear her voice
The only happy Christmas I hold on to
Every year
Maybe one day it’ll come back
I used to think
Maybe one day she’d come back
And still at sixteen I hope
Maybe one day she’ll come back …
And I remember she wouldn’t wake up
Not even to say good-bye.



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on May. 30 2011 at 2:14 am
IAmWhoIWantToBe PLATINUM, Manila, Other
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Favorite Quote:
‎"I’m learning how to drown out the constant noise that is such an inseparable part of my life. I don’t have to prove anything to anyone. I only have to follow my heart and concentrate on what I want to say to the world: I run my world." - Beyoncé

i was like "aw!"

on May. 26 2011 at 8:41 pm
poetic.eyes PLATINUM, Everson, Washington
23 articles 3 photos 198 comments

Favorite Quote:
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I really want you to know that your poem is absolutely touching and beautiful! You have real poetic talent!

on May. 26 2011 at 3:46 pm
lovebeatles18 SILVER, Greenfield, Iowa
6 articles 0 photos 8 comments

Favorite Quote:
i used to think that anyone doing anything weird was weird, now i know that it is the other people that call others weird are weird--- Paul McCartney

my god do you want to be best friends? p.s you should check out my work as well

kayjooe5 said...
on May. 25 2011 at 8:29 am
its so sad but very sweet.

gleek1234 GOLD said...
on May. 25 2011 at 7:22 am
gleek1234 GOLD, Burlington, Vermont
17 articles 0 photos 130 comments

Favorite Quote:
You did let me go you left me broken and heartless, crying out for help, with no one to answer my calls-Shilpa Pierpont-Hale ( poem) Love hurts

aww thats a really sweet coment. nice username btw. your really nice. its awsome to know that their are people out their who care.

gleek1234 GOLD said...
on May. 25 2011 at 7:21 am
gleek1234 GOLD, Burlington, Vermont
17 articles 0 photos 130 comments

Favorite Quote:
You did let me go you left me broken and heartless, crying out for help, with no one to answer my calls-Shilpa Pierpont-Hale ( poem) Love hurts

i love the way you think. anyone who hates the beatles has  no culture

rileyroo12 said...
on May. 24 2011 at 5:36 pm
I'm like crying. amazing.

on May. 19 2011 at 7:55 pm
LookingForward1 BRONZE, Cincinnati, Ohio
2 articles 0 photos 7 comments

Favorite Quote:
"All you need is yourself to guide the way, other people just get in the way, your better off alone."

you are an amazing poet, you can go far. you are really describtive. i hope you know your mother would be very proud of you. keep writing (:

on May. 16 2011 at 5:38 pm
CaptainFabulous GOLD, Gray Summit, Missouri
17 articles 0 photos 62 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Sometimes I believe in as many as six impossible things before breakfast" - Lewis Carroll

so sad yet beautifully written

u have talent

keep writing

:D


on May. 14 2011 at 7:28 pm
hiddenbehindmyeyes BRONZE, Enola, Pennsylvania
4 articles 0 photos 9 comments

Favorite Quote:
"They say loving you gives pain is full of sacrifies but i'd rather have alot of pain and many sacrifies then to not be loved by you."

This is really good. My moms gone too, but i'm really sorry about happened to you. Hopefully one day you will get to see her again.

 


on May. 13 2011 at 11:28 pm
Sorla_the_Space_Cowboy GOLD, Boston, Massachusetts
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Favorite Quote:
“Sometimes if you want to see a change for the better, you have to take things into your own hands.” - Clint Eastwood
"I never lie. I believe everything I say, so it's not a lie." - Mark Wahlberg
"I just want to be pure"- Jim Carroll

This is beautiful. I'm sorry about her, just know that you're not alone. 

on May. 11 2011 at 4:25 pm
missbehaven GOLD, Clinton, Tennessee
16 articles 10 photos 6 comments

Favorite Quote:
You pile up enough tomorrows, and you'll find you've collected a lot of empty yesterdays.♥

made me speechless.

on May. 9 2011 at 12:04 am
CoolBreeze PLATINUM, Winnemucca, Nevada
21 articles 0 photos 36 comments

Favorite Quote:
The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time. ~Mark Twain

Your an incredible writer. I love how visual it is. It is also very deep. Keep writing.

on May. 8 2011 at 9:38 pm
PoetLaureate07 PLATINUM, Aberdeen, Mississippi
32 articles 0 photos 246 comments

Favorite Quote:
To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing..

AWWEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love this!! its beautiful n so visual! please. keep writing

on May. 8 2011 at 9:13 pm
MirandaLouise BRONZE, Taylor, Michigan
3 articles 0 photos 12 comments

Favorite Quote:
Saying someone shouldnt be sad because others have it worse is like saying someone shouldnt be happy because others have it better

wow, this is amazing(: i really like it

on May. 8 2011 at 9:11 pm
This poem made me cry. It's both chilling and breath taking. I'm so sorry for your loss. Your writing is utterly beautiful.

on May. 8 2011 at 8:59 pm
Untouchable-Summer SILVER, Cranford, New Jersey
6 articles 0 photos 86 comments

Favorite Quote:
Even the best fall down sometimes

Every time I read this, I get chills. Amazing work, seriously. 

Anagam BRONZE said...
on May. 8 2011 at 6:09 pm
Anagam BRONZE, Tulsa, Oklahoma
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AMAZING!!!

Every year
Maybe one day it’ll come back
I used to think
Maybe one day she’d come back
And still at sixteen I hope
Maybe one day she’ll come back …
And I remember she wouldn’t wake up
Not even to say good-bye.


on May. 8 2011 at 4:32 pm
clearseas BRONZE, Saint Louis, Missouri
2 articles 0 photos 1 comment

Favorite Quote:
“In the end we will conserve only what we love. We will love only what we understand. We will understand only what we are taught.”
Baba Dioum

This poem really moved me, thank you so much for sharing this.

on May. 8 2011 at 2:11 pm
A.PaigeTurner, San Antonio, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
You think that everybody hates you. You should really stop that.- A Good Friend

I almost didn't post a comment, because i'm actually lost for words.  This was an amazing poem.