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Memories MAG
And I remember she wouldn’t wake up.
 Her lips were mushed together in a
 Horrible shade of red
 They buried my mother in a white dress
 And red lips.
 And she couldn’t see.
 Where are your glasses, Mommy?
 And still at sixteen I bring them to my face
 And peer through the distorted murky lenses
 To see what she saw
 Maybe one day …
 And I remember it hitting me 
 Like it does every day
 When I hear them all talk and complain about their
 “Horrible” mothers
 What’s it like to have a mother
 I’d give anything to know,
 Or at least for them to know how lucky they are.
 They know.
 And I remember she wouldn’t sit up
 And I dreamed of a stuffing machine because
 Someone whispered by my ear she was
 Cut in half and stuffed
 And it made no sense
 And still at sixteen I wonder
 What happened to my mother?
 And I remember her faintly 
 She doesn’t even smile in my dreams anymore
 And I wonder if she’ll ever be proud of me
 If she’d ever approve of me
 And who I’ve become 
 The things I’ve seen
 The things I’ve done
 And I remember her singing 
 Though I can’t hear her voice
 The only happy Christmas I hold on to
 Every year
 Maybe one day it’ll come back
 I used to think
 Maybe one day she’d come back
 And still at sixteen I hope
 Maybe one day she’ll come back …
 And I remember she wouldn’t wake up
 Not even to say good-bye.

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