im losing my focus im starting to feel hopeless cuz i cant finish what ive started,its best if i leave it for several days then get back on it,to be honest i been feeling stressed out,so i take deep breaths in and deep breaths out,my emotions just been released on a piece of paper , my first poem that i wrote was so cold, that if i was on stage to present it, i would probably freeze and choke, who knows? i mean it happens to anyone right, just facing hundreds of people and out of those hundreds of people, they're eyes are laying on you,waiting to hear you speak and listen to your story, a story that can relate to them,that feeling when they see you as if you we're them cuz they can feel the same feeling that you had been through, i'm just a sinful, im not happy with it but Jesus accepts it cuz everyone isnt perfect but he knows that we all are equal and worth it