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.T.A.

September 28, 2014
By dksora SILVER, Belleville, New Jersey
dksora SILVER, Belleville, New Jersey
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If I can go back to the day I first met you,
I would do it all again.
The countless hours on the phone and your laugh,
I miss all of that.
I miss you.


I knew when I f---ed up you would have looked at me different.
I still cannot forgive myself for what I have done.
When you looked at me it was always filled with wonders and ideas,
But now it is just a simple look of disappointment.


I tried for months, hell, i tried for almost a year.
Still, you continued to ignore me.
I mean, I don’t blame you, it was my fault that we fell apart.
But I was trying to fix us, you never gave me a chance to.


So as I sit here, you moved on and so have I.
Wait, I’m lying, I haven’t moved on.
I can’t stand seeing you with that other guy.
Especially when I know you could do so much better.


I still love you, and I know you can see.
For you love me too, and that’s fine with me.
But now I just sit here with memories,
Because our love is the love that isn’t meant to be.



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dksora SILVER said...
on Oct. 5 2014 at 11:04 pm
dksora SILVER, Belleville, New Jersey
9 articles 0 photos 2 comments
thank you ! ill try to keep up the good work :3

dksora SILVER said...
on Oct. 5 2014 at 11:03 pm
dksora SILVER, Belleville, New Jersey
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thank you so much :D, im glad it touched you in some way

AbbeyW SILVER said...
on Oct. 2 2014 at 10:47 pm
AbbeyW SILVER, Browns Summit, North Carolina
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Favorite Quote:
"As a writer you have to ask yourself to dream while awake." -Aimee Bender

You have a good control of language. I admire the flow and the deliberate breaks in it. I'm trying to get better and would love some constructive criticism. Would you mind checking out my work? TeenInk.com/poetry/free_verse/article/678285/Under/

mirandaxgail said...
on Oct. 2 2014 at 12:29 pm
mirandaxgail, Gainesville, Florida
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Favorite Quote:
"Nature always wears the colors of the spirit." -Ralph Waldo Emerson

this definitely made me think of someong. love it

on Oct. 2 2014 at 7:34 am
XxSmilesxX GOLD, Thomasville, Georgia
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Favorite Quote:
Depression is like a war, you either win, or die trying.

I read this poem with the thought of a person in my head. Your words are so relatable..! Gorgeous poem!