I pray for my sanity
I pray for you and I
i pray for loyalty and trust
I pray you don't leave me like the rest
and toss me like I was never Priority

In my heart I know i'm not what you want
But once you realize that what about me
I'll be tossed or pinned to the side
as a side note or an option
also known as a back up plan

I'm sure i'm not enough for you
My looks deceiving your eyes
and raging hormones

I hope you're not like the rest
having the upper hand in my life must be glorious
but since you mean so much to me
don't abuse my fragile trust and faith
in this fairy tale love stories

I pray my innocent mind doesn't drive you away
And my white girls music doesn't make your ears bleed
I pray my nail polish addiction doesn't make me seem
self involved
because i rather paint them then facetime

I cry in panic i'll die alone
rock hard but you got through
took some time but you're here
and not going anywhere
for right now

until you realize you can do better
with that girl who is willing to do what
is needed
Until you realize i'm not who you want
or thought i was

I pray you're happy
granted it will be without me
but just don't keep me around to pity me