i can't let go of you

February 19, 2013
By lil.awol ELITE, Independence, Missouri
lil.awol ELITE, Independence, Missouri
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Favorite Quote:
"there's a darkness upon me that's flooded in light, and i'm frightened by those that don't see it" ~the avett brothers, head full of doubt


i've never been good at letting go
with my abandonment issues
and yes i know
i'm attracted to men that hurt me
i am forever a masochist
and you were never perfect
you left rather distastefully
but no one has made me
as happy as you did
and though you may be
a coward
and a player
and manipulative
and all you did was take
it doesn't matter
because i never stopped loving you
and i probably never will
which hurts
but the pain
reminds me that you were real
it's all i have left of you


The author's comments:
"after the person is gone, it's no longer love, it's an obsession, it becomes an infatuation. surely, you know that"

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