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What Was Lost

January 12, 2013
By bizzyzutrau GOLD, Chestnut Hill, Massachusetts
bizzyzutrau GOLD, Chestnut Hill, Massachusetts
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Favorite Quote:
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
-Dr. Suess


I see flashes of sapphire
Perched upon ivory hands
Of people poisoned only slightly with merlot.
I see forced laughter; it masks slightly wrinkled faces
And tumbles across the proud oak tabletop.

I see Spanish tile in grand bathrooms
A satin dress hugs the tub
Thrown carelessly there
It smells like cigarettes and French bread.
I see a wallet
Cracked leather, spilling bills
Next to the broken necks of delicate wine bottles.

I see women complaining that they are no longer twenty
And admiring the yellow bird trapped in wire.
I see the men’s eyes sleepily skipping to follow their figures
Squinting because there is only candlelight to help tired eyes.

I see a long neglected stuffed elephant, it stares hopefully at the ground and
The polyester is patchy from too many hugs.
I see a full fridge
A coffee stained finger-painting from 1990, To mom, Love Billy
With tired sheets of paperwork lounging atop it
All underneath a beaded vase gently cradling red roses.

I see books of some lost soul on the highest shelf in the living room
On everything from cheese to children
Lined up neatly like teeth, dusty,
Untouched.
I see people of crystal,
Of rich oil paintings depicting distant places
Hoping to buy back what was lost
When they gained that gold membership to Forbes;
They drink wine until then.


The author's comments:
I originally wrote this poem for the poetry anthology assignment my teacher gave to us in the ninth grade. What Was Lost was meant to portray the peculiar relationship which lies between money and happiness; the richer you become, the less happy you are. Things lose their meaning when they can be readily obtained any time. This poem also portrays what I've seen of "empty-nest syndrome" in the adult women in my life, and how it interacts with the search for happiness through material satisfaction.

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