I can't not today,
I can't make this feeling go away,
As hard as I try,
I still want to cry,
And never have the tears end,
Again I'm just the friend,
And some part of me understands,
And the other wants to take him by the hands,
And lead him into my world,
To show him what I see,
And hopefully have him fall in love with me,
With him by my side,
It makes me feel better inside,
Glue is what he is to me,
He holds me together you see,
But his problems conquer all,
And lead to my emotional downfall,
One moment I'm fine and the next I'm not,
And yes this is a lot,
But this is how I feel,
And yes it's real,
He is cute and sexy,
And his hair is a bit messy,
His tongue can touch his nose,
To the flow is how he goes,
His smile brightens the room,
His laughter takes away the gloom,
He is all ears,
He wants to calm your fears,
He's smart, artistic, and sweet,
And pizza is his favorite treat,
I want him that I won't deny,
But again he can't be my guy,
If I could only have just one kiss,
Maybe we could ride on a cloud of bliss,
It's sad that my life has come down to this,
When all I can do is wish.