Is this real?
I’m getting sick?
Sick because I’m moving?
Or sick because there is no more you and I?
Sick because the only reason why we are done is because I’m moving?
I called you yesterday we talked small
Deep inside I can feel you’re hurting
But you hide it, act like you are fine with us not been together
Then when I told you I won’t be back till two years the awkward silence came in
I felt exactly how your heart felt the pain the ache
Are you really over us? Or is that what you are convincing yourself?
You promise you’ll be here no matter what… you told me you won’t leave no matter how far I go now here we are you broke your promise
I want to be mad at you but for some reason I understand
I know I can’t stand the fact of another call you her boo
But the truth of the matter is I still love you
And I hope we can work these things out something
I hope you will realize I share this special part of me
With you.. And is not as easy to see your first love go
Forgive me for holding on too long but I hope I’m still that girl that knows you
Inside out and still the love of your life couple years from now