I Am...

I am afraid
I am confused
I am not sure...
of what?
Don't ask me!
I am left alone
with nowhere to go
I used to go to you...
But this time...you are the one who left
I am tearless
I am fearless
I am emotionless
I am dead
I walk around
Hoping for you to see me
To hold me...
To love me...
To kiss me once more
But i know you'll open the door
Then...
i close my eyes and die again