Everytime I look up, I see another way I'm supposed to be. I'm supposed to be skinny, and tall with perfect complexion. I'm supposed to be curvy and show off my skin. I hate society. I hate the way that everything is become so materialistic, it's all about money and appearance. I hate the fact that it's blurred my vision of what true beauty is, because all the "supposed to be's" are being shoved in my face. Music has changed, art has changed, dance has changed. It's harder now to find the beauty, but it is still out there. So now instead of being blinded by society, I look up in pursiut of the real things. The real things that will make me sigh and say "there's God". They are still there I just have to go out and find them. It'll start with a melody and a dancer will come on. Later someone will paint a picture of the scene. It will all be captured and shared to al those around so they can have hope to. So they can see that True Beauty is not gone.