I thought I Hated You

I use to think that I hated you
You were always so smart
You didn’t even have to try
I guess now that I look back that I didn’t hate you,
Just envied you

But now I think I may just really hate you
Because you were always so smart
You didn’t even have to try
And I can’t believe the boy I envied when I was young,
Got older and turned to drugs

I may think that I ahte you now
You were always so smart
You didn't even have to try
So i wonder how much I think I may hate you,
When we're grown and you just keep wasting what I envied