I Used To

March 22, 2012
I used to care who left my life.
It used to hurt like a stab with a knife.
I used to cry alone in the rain.
I used to feel just so much pain.
I'm done with hurting and crying.
Why does it seem everyone around me is leaving or dying?
I used to be so happy and fearless.
I also used to be innocent and tearless.
People are changing and letting go.
I'm literally at a new level of low.
Life is just so unfair.
I feel like I'm in a never ending nightmare.
I'm not ready to die quite yet.
There is just so much I regret.
There is so much I haven't said.
I don't want to be dead.
My time on earth is up now.
It's time for me to take my bow.
I have to forget and forgive.
And say good-bye to the life that has never got to even fully live.

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