Please I beg of you
Tell me how do I deal with the pain of not having you

How do I stop the chest pains and the tears

How do I cope with the thought that you might be with someone else

Can I even bear know what you dream

How do you know that I can not fulfill those dreams

I know I can't but please tell me

How can I not think of you

How do I look in the mirror and not be hurt

Do you think I am mad

Yeah me too I just don't know how to fix it

I'm not a repair man, I am just who I am

I can not change that believe me I have tried

No one bothered to help me

I know I fell and I fell hard

Not only in love with you but to rock bottom

Not sure if I should climb back up

Because when I reach the top all I will do is drop

I know I will never have you but here I love you

Here at rock bottom there is no shade of light

But here I must fight to reach up once again

How it hurts me you will never know

And that puts a smile on my face

I fell for you even harder than I hit rock bottom

I think it so dark down here a flashlight would not help

It's not that I regret you

Your beautiful truly amazing you got everybody in a daze

But here at rock bottom I'm force to walk a maze

If I find the light I'll let you know


Doubt you care but with all this love I have for you

I need an excuse to talk to you

I need a reason to look at you without being creepy

But I'm always creepy at the bottom it's hard to look up

And see what others got and know you can't have it

It hurts more when I think about you

I know I will never have you but I can't let go of you

I love you