You left me in the cold, and I had to fold my heart up. You just left, you didn't care. This love isn't fair. How could you do this to me? Gee, just steep on my heart, hit me with a million darts. I will always love you, isn't that a clue. Your hurting yourself, so just put this book back on your shelf. I want to say I hate you, but we both know that ain't true. Please don't leave, I plead. You hurt me and yet you hold the key. I may not have forgiven you, your still in my heart. I guess I'm not your mark. I guess I'm not on your list, so I'll just ball my hands into fists, and at night when I climb the stairs I'll wish for you to be there. This love has never been a fairytale, but can I not dwell. I was onto my way to believing, but then I started bleeding. All the pain you caused, you just put your love on pause. I knew something wasn't right when all you wanted to do was fight. You just seemed to fade away more and more everyday.
No Fairy Tale
March 6, 2012