What is it like to just sit there?
Feeling the cold bitterness eating away at your soul
Its not that you want to go through it, you’re kind of forced into it
You want it to go away
You have tried telling it to go away
But it just doesn’t
You want to at least tell someone about it
What has been gawking inside your mind
What has been creeping inside your heart
I’m wondering when this feeling will leave
Its seems like it has been here forever
I know it hasn’t, but it feels like it
But you feel you can’t share it
It seems like if you tell someone, they will laugh
Then they will hurt for you
But eventually… they will forget
They won’t remember what happened
Or they will ignore it
They don’t want to be a part of you anymore