my dearest child i have tried so many times to have you. the tears and pain nearly killed me. i was so attached to you both times before but this time its even more.i dream about if your a boy or girl? who's eyes and smile you might have? are the blue or green? or maybe both? is your smile going to make your eyes shine brighter ? will you have his laugh that makes me smile? will you have my hair so wavy and wild? i think of the things we will do and games we will play. but all that can wait my child because you are here to stay..
here to stay
December 2, 2011