With you gone
I’m all alone
All alone in a crowded room

I see you in my mind and I cry
I hear your voice and I cry
I reach out and try to touch you

When the realization hits
I scream “why, why, why?”
You’re gone

You have left me
You left me broken hearted
I hate getting up

In the mornings I cry
At night
I’m scared to sleep

For fear that I never wake up
I cry
I’m scared

As the days go by
I am left alone
I am barely there

Each and every day
They tell me to forget
I can’t!

They tell me it’s ok
It’s not
Each and every day

I remember
I can’t believe it
I can’t think anymore

I am lost
Without you
I am lost

Day by day
Week by week
Month by month

The pain starts to go but doesn’t go completely
It’s always going to be there
As the pain leaves and the numbness sets in

I am filled with regret
Regret for the things
The things I never said or did

The feelings lead to my
Depression, anger, anxiety, pain, and emptiness
These feelings, they are my demise

These feelings
They’re killing me
I’m slowly fading away