I curl up in a small ball
Trying to hide my feelings from others
I've been hurt way too much to survive
Is there really a reason to cry right now?

I don't know if I am Depressed
Or Angry
If it's at myself
Or someone else
Is there really a reason to cry right now?

Hitting things,
Self Harming myself
Won't change a thing
Just make it worse
But is there really a reason to cry right now?

I just let the pain take over
It enfolds quickly
Exploding deep inside of my soul
And once again
Part of my it is ripped away
Is there still a reason to cry?

When no one understands me
Should I really even try to explain
When people just stop listening
Because they think its all just nonsense
Is this a reason to cry
Is there ever going to be a reason to cry?

Well....
There's always a reason to cry
But you always have to know
Worse things will happen
So when you look back now
and see how many tears you've shed in the past
Were they worth it?
Are they even worth it now?

Just think of how much pain you will suffer during life
Long or short
It's still a life
Pain and happiness
Still tears will be shed
Love or death
Still a reason to cry
Just try not to cry for long
It will always get worse