On The Inside

November 13, 2011
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you don't understand
my struggle everyday
the invisible illness I wish would go away

A-N-X-I-E-T-Y
the feelings inside
make me want to cry

I cannot eat my lunch
no be in a crowd
I cannot talk in class
or even cheer out loud

this illness runs my life
and limits my way
strangles me quietly
every single day

why does this happen?
I shall never understand
this isn't right
this is not what I planned

can I not be normal?
just a regular teen?
instead I must cry silently
hoping not to be seen

depression is horrible
but it is still there
just as real as you
but strong as a bear

if I promise to change
will you make this stop?
I cannot deal with this
this is over the top

please take it away
keep me alive
save me from death
help me to strive

I will be stronger than ever
and the best I can be
this will help me grow
this has helped me to see





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BeyondTheBrooke said...
Nov. 26, 2011 at 10:01 pm
awww i can totaly relate. i struggle with depression and major anxiety. it sucks beyond belief i can totally understand. i really like this poem..i feel like im not so alone after reading it
 
taylee replied...
Nov. 27, 2011 at 4:33 pm
Remember this: you are NEVER alone. :)
 
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