outside i am ready, able, happy and lying.
inside i am lost, confused, gone, and writhing.

above it all i am optimistic, hopeful, and enigmatic.
beneath it all i am jobless, careless, unwillingly traumatic.

same ways of others: alone yet not, needing of attention.
different then others: i am alone, holding with retention.

here to stay with friendliness, care, and a lending ear.
gone away also with hope, true happiness, living near.

living is an objective of happiness, content, and satisfaction.
death is an operation of remembrance, acceptance, and retraction.

society: a relationship of common, traditional factors.
my mind: anti-society, of its typical reactors.