Why is it that I can't let go?

Of you and memories sewn

In my heart and etched in my soul

The love that once made me whole

Only to now be left all alone

Like our love was a sin for which I needed to atone

No longer feel the heat,just chilled to the bone

Its a cold world and it just colder

When I lost my sunshine

My world was no longer solar

Just a lunar eclipse

Can it get darker than this?

Maybe darker than black?

So dark I lose vision and it will never come back

Or have I already lost it?

The visions I had, in them we never parted

So is safe to say that these thoughts should already be disregarded

Cause I played the fool

I played the part well

So well that it fooled it me too

I wrote her some vows

Not "A-E-I-O-U"

...But I'm asking "Y"

Do you say you love when we both know its a lie?

Its sad that I still love her

Always there to make sure that her tears have dried

Cause she was my first love

A love that was left behind

A love that I can't let go

A love that's always on my mind...