The day I leave to begin my life on my own, has been played over and over again in my head. I have specific vision that my life will work out perfectly the way I want it to, like any other person who wants a better life. I dream I’ll go to UMA, study to become a vet., graduate early, marry someone I love, build a family, and die warm in my bed, surrounded by my memories, good and bad, because they made me who I am, or want to be. Not everything works out the way we hope. We can’t be perfect, we must make mistakes, it’s part of being human. The day I leave to begin my life on my own, has been played over and over again in my head. I want my life to be loved.
October 20, 2011