Its that memory of that night, that smile that shined with the moon light, you promised me forever, we made a wish together under the stars... You and I hand and hand facing this cruel world, we never cared about what people thought or what they had said because it never mattered, we loved everyone without regrets and that's the way love should be. And then our world changed and so did we you clammed she was the best thing that ever happened to you. That was the momeant that I lost every once of trust I ever had for anyone... I changed the way I loOKed at this world and the  more I Thought  about it the more I hated you. A few years ago I lost you and I never got to say goodbye because no matter how much I try I can't deny I was still in love with you, yesterday I saw your mom and she smiled at me and told me she was OK but I saw the tears in her eyes and what she began to say frightened me, I stopped her an told her what I had meant to say all those years ago... She handed me the note you left before you toOK your life, I still can't believe
 the words I had read. Your gone and I can't change that but someday I can join you and we can be together forever just like we promised on that night