My Dreams

In my dreams, there's this memory 
In which I do deceit
Of this black emery 
I do so wish to greet

In my dreams, there's this light
In which I do fear
Of this ghastly delight
I do so wish to veer

In my dreams, there's this fellow
In which I do desire
Of this, I bellow
I do so wish to acquire

In my dreams, there's this tale
In which I do believe
Of this Holy Grail
I do so wish to conceive 

In my dreams, there's this moment
In which I do confess
Of this, in condonment
I do so wish to repress

In my dreams, there's this place
In which I fell in love
Of this, I did disgrace
I do so wish disposing of