I lie awake on an cold October night, staring at a blank vacant space. Feeling his presence, my heart begin to beat just a bit faster. I feel his touch but deep down I know he's not really there. How could this be? Tears slowly fall from my silk like skin, falling onto my pillow. He filled my head with his dreadful lies. Apathetic of my everlasting tears.
This sense of a curse prevails my soul. Suffering from this agonizing pain. Wishing someone will finally pull the trigger. Put me into a deep sleep, down a path where there is hope. Where the pearly gates stand as tall as Maple trees in the spring. Unsure where my next destination may be. Afraid to ever love again. Take me to a place where love never end.