daydreaming
everything seems so fake
no longer do i realize whats at stake
not knowing if this is something i can bare
sometimes i just sit and stare

vision is in shades of grey
seemingly no end in sight
still i continue to fight
life is a daily struggle for me
the voices come and go

the smile i wear
yea
its a mask
its fake
but i wear it well

ill never take it off
only because i know whats best
not just for me
but also for everyone else

if you read this
your most likely asking yourself
what is it that she tries so hard to hide?
ill try my best to explain
my life is filled with pain
i am not the only one dealing with death
everyone looses a family member in their lifetime
but what makes me different is a refuse to be hurt again

my heart is locked
no ones allowed in

what is it that she tries so hard to hide?
My Heart.