the words roll out of my mouth
they're silent in my head
i scream with a shout
but my words are only dead
the pain flows through
forever it will stay
i want to be something new
but I'm scared it wont ever change
i want to hide my past
it wont go anywhere
i think its here to last
its not close to fair
i will always have worries
of what its done with me
everyone has their stories
but mine is not to see
sitting in the dark
are the secrets i hide
they each left a mark
but i will never be on that side
I've overcome those horrors
I'm not that way any longer
my heart now soars
i finally have it conquered
in the past it stays
sitting behind
my past itself lies
i have something better in mind
i shed my tears
dry the blood
beat my fears
i always knew i could
i took it on my own
i left it behind
my voice has a new tone
one that will never know about my past tI'me
its behind me from this point on
it wont ever catch me where i am
I've run for so long
its where i stand
up high above
with my white wings
blessed with love
because in gods mind, just for me,
he had in store better things