Hesitation

August 14, 2011
I want to tell you that I like you
But I'm afraid you'll walk away
I want to kiss you on those lips
But I don't know what you'll say
And that's what scares me most
That I can't predict your reaction
Because I want you so bad
But I'm not good with rejection
And if you didn't feel the same
Would you still want to be my friend
Because I would be beyond devastated
If this friendship were to end
I don't even understand it
Don't know why I like you so much
Don't know why my heart jumps
Just from one little touch
Don't know why when you smile
I just have to smile too
Don't know why when you're gone
I just want to be with you
So that's why I pause
As we're laying in your bed
Rest my chin back on your chest
And you kiss the top of my head
That moment so sweet
I wish I could stay there forever
It could be so perfect
If you and I were together
Because you're exactly what I want
Just what I've been looking for
You're all that I need
I've never been more sure
It's just the way you talk to me
You don't treat me like a kid
I feel acceptance when I'm with you
You never judged the things I did
Your gentle ways and benevolent presence
Always make me feel so good
And I just to tell you that
But I don't know if I could
Because that would risk what we have
This little thing right here
It's constantly on the edge of breaking
And that's my biggest fear
So maybe I should just sit back
And let this feeling dissipate
If it's meant to be it'll happen
I'll leave this one to fate





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