Why did I think that I loved you? How could I have not realized what I was doing? Why did I fall in love with you when I knew it wasn't gonna work out? I know that I fell in love with the one who I saw not who you are. I kept trying and trying but in the end I had nothing. All I had was the guilt of knowing that I was selfish and inconsiderate of your feelings. I thought I loved this person but I really didn't. She was just the only one who had been there for me when I needed her the most. I never had a real sister until her. My family related sister was never there. And I took the feeling of knowing that someone who wasn't related to me but cared, to a whole other level. I'm sorry.
What was I thinking?
July 10, 2011