I was told today I will never ever get you back
I hated the sound of that not just because I didn’t want to hear it but because I knew it was true
I have prayed for so long and hard that I would never have to hear those words said to me
I wanted to cover my ears and hide my heart so my feelings would not explode out in a salty watery substance
But now that I have heard it I have to just face it or hide it away with every other feeling I have had for you until just recently
Those feelings are that I love you deeply and I don’t know what to do
My feelings that I’m facing are that I’m unconditionally and irrevocably in love with you not just in love you’re my love my one true love
I have so my questions that I just wish I knew the answers to
Like was she worth it
Did those long summer nights mean absolutely nothing to you because they meant everything to me
I have held on to those memories like my whole life depended strictly on those moments
Do you enjoy breaking promise and brutally murdering young girls’ hearts
Do you like killing hopes and destroying dreams
Because I think you do
I want to hate you with a deep burning passion
I want to despise everything and anything about you
But I can’t I still love you which I hate more then words can describe