The pain is over whelming
When will this nightmare end?
How can I learn to trust
When all you do is betray me?
I fear the end is nearing
For my pain and suffering

It hurts to think that no one cares
When if they shout my name I'll be there
Why do I try
If I'm just going to be hurt?

I can't believe that I let my guard down
Once again
Why do I keep letting people in?
Why do I have so much faith
In my fellow man?

How could I be such a fool
To think that you would just leave me alone
You destroyed my life
But that's not enough is it?

You want to see how far I will bend
Before I snap.
I'll tell you now its not very far
I'm loosing my grip

About to slip away
But all you can say is
"I'm always here if you need some one to talk to.."

I hope that when I'm gone
You will feel at least some of the
Pain you put me through
We used to be best friends but
Now all you do is cause me pain
And misery

I can't even trust my friends because
You already turned one into my
Second worst enemy.
Hope you enjoy your life
With me on the side lines
Watching you destroy your life

From the outside
Looking in.