Darker than night, is what lies beside me wile I dream of my fathers corps come alive. Lead that pierces though skin, grasp my feet wile I walk a lonely sidewalk. A empty shadow lingers beneath me. A heart broken mother and a sister that barley knows what happend. And I, the one to lean on. The one stuck in the middle trying to figure out witch is darkness or light. Forcing my self away of what was, is what makes the darkness stronger, the nights get longer as i wake up in sweat and denial. Frigid and helpless, I remember the dream that haunts the only thing in peace. The nightmare of gore and brutal awakenings. The world i know now is a world of despair and hatred. And that is how the world will become.