The world has lost it's beauty.
The world has lost it's fear.
Nothing ever changes.
The colors had died out.
Now I can't tell the different between water and blood, between pure and evil.
Everything just contrast between shades of gray.
It doesn't matter where I am.
I think of ways how to run from it all.
Ways to hide it all when people walk by.
Ways to keep it from seeing the light of day again.
My vision is blurry because of my clouds of poor judgment.
The will to push on is a fool's errand.
So why do I keep running on?
In the depths of my mind.
I know I will see the sun shine again.
I will take the deep breaths of the fresh air.
I will feel the love that comes from you.