Death is my Only Life

Smear the tears of crystal past;

Smudge of ink;

And flows the night river of grief;

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Silent mourns;

My heart laments;

Death is my one companion;

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We, together, drink fear;

Consume woe;

Feeding on devastation;

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Dull are my eyes;

Reflecting my soul;

The only truth I possess;

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Chilled midnight;

Stars like daggers;

Spearing my ragged heart;

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Oh, what did I do wrong?

Made a mistake?

Made an error?

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When will this punishment end?

Will it last my whole life?

Or beyond and forever?

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Sleep is no peace;

It's just another nightmare;

While I wait to decease;

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Death is my only friend;

Death is my only enemy;

Death is my only life.