Mysteries

All at once
In my heart I start to feel
Something

What it is
I do not know

All I feel
Is something good

Is it you?
or is it me?
This I have never felt before

So now it is to me
my body rejects it

Fear
Love
Joy
Anger
Why are all these following me?

Something's happening
That never could before
Life

I'm now turned around
Do I want to keep it?
Or do I reject it
As I'm wont to do?

Can I keep it?
Or is it made to be lost

Faces twist and turn around me
Confusion swallows me whole
Why?

Why am I so afraid
Nightmares follow
Pulling me

You thought this could be happy
I know it is not

So, why?
Why do I always see
Everything
This way?

Hold me now
Take me in
for I do not want
To let go
Of this strange feeling
That has been given to me

By you.