Some days I feel like s**t, some days I wanna quit and just be undepressed for a bit. I'm tired of feeling this way everyday, and being on these f**king meds that don't do s**t for me. All I find myself doing is filling my tI'me, and doing things to keep the thought of you from my mind. And other days I feel like I wanna die, its like I'm jumping out of my skin begging to feel right. I wanna hide my emotions so i try not to cry, but when I do cry I sulk and drown in my own sorrow. I can't turn back now its like the undertow is too strong, I give up now, my highs feel low, I'm going I'm gone.
March 15, 2011